or denigration of the present involvement signifies either you are trying to escape the lessons offered {because you are unwilling to deal with YOU as you are being revealed through the current involvements and relationships at hand}, or you are anxiously impatient to make the environment better because it does not fulfill the emptiness you experience. You are unappreciative of the face of ‘holiness’ being presented. It is not as you expected. The mask appears ugly, distorted and selfish. A deep sense of unworthiness has pervaded your being resulting in rage, guilt, or defiance.
You erroneously believe there are things in the outer world that can alleviate your barrenness. Nope. You imagine yourself to be someone other than who you are. There is absolutely no other way to learn, remember and come to know who you are other than to fully and completely interact and involve yourself in and at the level of your present situation. There is no better or worse place to be. Peer deeply into yourself {as revealed in your relationships} without prejudice or bigotry.
Accept the ‘this is it’ and see the pattern of incognito disguises resolved in yourself through the interactions.
To discover the ultimate pleasure available and total soul’s fulfillment, you can not do anything else other than what you are currently doing, this instant. There are no other choices available to you. [Stop running yourself crazy by deluding your mind with all sorts of irreconcilable fantasies and irrelevant daydreams.] You are living the ONLY dream you could ever envision!
You have no choice but to follow the ‘ordinary’ events in the run of a day as shown. In these will you discover the extraordinary magic of your life. There is no other