of that something which does not add or subtract from the essence of the person when the experience is concluded. Ultimately one discovers that these pigeon holed desires lead to nothing but unending dissatisfaction. A proverbial repetitive ‘begging bowl’ scenario is set up for no other purpose than to abolish it.
In the process of this repetitious cycling of desires, one exhaustedly comes to the light of understanding that in and of itself, the function of pleasure is to propel one into the realm of giving, not getting. In order to give, one must release. Release the idea and notion that anything or anyone has ever harmed you in any way whatsoever. It’s simply not true. It has occurred for divine inexpressible reasons. It is impossible to be cheated, abandoned, neglected, abused or sacrificed in this life. It is unfeasible for you to think you have been used. It is in progress of revealing itself to itself. IT neither offers nor provides any reasonable or acceptable explanation to you, personally. There is a great work; a marvelous inconceivable art being erected in the process but you will never be able to see IT. What you think you see in reference to yourself is your own blundered, blurred, burped misconception of one more emotional trial you experience.
You will be able to see incredible hints of it at times. Other times, you will hear faint lyrical ineffable expression. But, more often than not, you will be able to smell the divine! YES the inexplicable sexual scent of the divine makes itself known to you. But, not often because you are blinded by your own sense of self-pity, wallowing in the seemingly horrid injustices that have occurred to you. At other times, you will not see it; because you will be too busy basking in