hoarding/accumulating of money. You reasoned that with money came power, authority, position, command, luxury, respectability and of course all the sex you could ever want to maintain. Gone was the natural innocent belly laughter. In essence, that vital life-infused sacred sensual sexual artistic impetus got smashed in the gut. In its place, a synthetic phony substitute of striving for ‘success’ was supposed to compensate; but, underneath a lurking seething anger (Nothing more than unexpressed sexual creative energy) rambles for liberated expressive release. You are an artist. You must create. Money, alone will not do it for you.
In the fifth house, the sign on the cusp indicates how, when, why, where and on whom money will come and go in your life like rain. Because of other factors in your chart, the 5th house especially emphasizes the color of your anger. If you desire to become wealthy, this is the house you will experience that sort of wealth in your lifetime. This is supposedly the house of love affairs, too. But, not as you imagine. This is the house of secret love affairs, the ones never spoken about, hidden away, and never materialized. Who and what are you truly in love with? What happens, there again, when you sublimate your deepest desires in order to settle for immediate gratification. Instead of pursuing a deeply ingrained talent, you dispense your wallet on trivialities of orange and purple glittering clover. (FAKE)
You try so hard to capture a fleeting aspect of yourself projected in another that you sell your soul for the opportunity to be the ‘special one’ in his/her life. You will eventually get what you truly desire (all mortals do) but it will not be because you tried to. After a lot of living, lying,